Katrina

Outline: Katrina was diagnosed was Stage 3 breast cancer in her 30s that later metastasized to her lymph nodes, lungs, brain, face, and neck. Katrina has participated in several clinical trials, which have helped with monitoring but have not slowed the progression of her disease. 
Background: Katrina, age 42, is an African American woman, retired nurse, and mother who lives in a large Southern city. Katrina participated in several clinical trials after her breast cancer spread to other parts of her body. 

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Katrina was diagnosed with Stage 3 breast cancer in her 30s after discovering a large lump and atypical vein in her breast. Learn more about Katrina’s experiences with breast cancer here. Despite aggressive treatment, her cancer spread throughout her body, including to her lungs, brain, and neck. After it was clear Katrina’s cancer was spreading, she was “panicking” and thinking “it’s all over” but her clinician suggested they “see about a clinical trial.” She participated in two, including taking Taxol and one other pill, which “didn’t work.” During the trial, her cancer “grew to all my lymph nodes and everything… just everywhere.”

Katrina’s trials weren’t successful in slowing the progression of her disease, and it’s made her wonder “is it worth doing all that I’m doing with these clinical trials?” She worries she is “wasting time” and should maybe “just believe in my God and that I will be healed.” Despite not having success with the trials, it meant she was in the doctor’s office more often. Katrina is on Medicaid and “always” worried she might “run out” and getting denied for scans. The trail meant she got “scans every three months and stuff” and felt like overall “they monitor me better through the clinical trial” than usual. With her uphill battle, “sometimes, I ask myself sometime, do I go on?” however she sees the people around her battling cancer and is motivated to “keep fighting.”

 

Katrina wonders about benefits of trials versus believing God will heal her.

Katrina wonders about benefits of trials versus believing God will heal her.

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Mhm. Mhm. So if the, the world's expert came through the door, that was an expert in your kind of cancer, what would you ask her or him?

I would ask them, is it worth doing all that I'm doing with these clinical trials and everything? Or should I just, or just should I just, just believe in my God and that I will be healed? Or am just wasting time with all this, with everything that I'm doing now? Is, I don't know if I'm, just waiting or something. Is it, is it worth all that I'm doing with this, you know? Is it worth it? I know it's worth it to me, but realistically. Because I believe in God. And if he were to tell me that, that I go off that. And I only have like, she told me I only one more, maybe one more. Because I'm building a resistance to chemo.

 

Katrina says her cancer spread while she was in the clinical trial.

Katrina says her cancer spread while she was in the clinical trial.

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Anyway, it didn't work. The cancer grew. That's when they grew to all my lymph nodes and everything. All my face, up under my chin, and my area of my mouth. Here, it's just everywhere, and there. So be-- that's why this is so swollen. You can feel they're about this huge.